Issue #13
Heart Sounds
I wake to the sounds of seagulls coming through the screen door of my white bedroom in a hundred-year-old hotel in northern Michigan where Hemingway once stayed. A cloudy Sunday morning greets my eyes. The geese are flying further north after a winter's romp down south. The birch trees are budding. Time catches up with itself. I change the clocks for the fourth time in the last ten minutes. She was my lover during the reign of Julius Caesar and my sister on the streets of seventeenth century Paris. Why must I remember the past and forget the future? Why must I dance alone in the moonlight of her love? I listen to the sounds the sun makes as it rises from its slumber. Sometimes the wind tastes like ice cream on a winter morning. I rock myself to sleep in the cool air and dream of Lake Michigan on a Sunday morning.
Notes
This poem was written in May 2004, when we traveled to northern Michigan to explore possible locations for my daughter's wedding. We stayed the night in a hotel that Ernst Hemingway had once stayed in. I had risen early and sat in a rocking chair listening to the seagulls.
The poem begins in the physical world and shifts to the theoretical world of reincarnation, where I imagine past lives. Then, it shifts back to the physical world and leaves the reader with the possibility that the whole thing might have been a dream.
Morning Jog
A hollow sun rises over the raging river. Sweat drenches her cheeks as she jogs north through a deserted street. Her crystal blue eyes watch for signs of an intruder. A bum lies sleeping in the doorway of a pawn shop. She spots two abandoned cars in a parking lot next to an empty building. Her breathing is labored, difficult. She imagines her husband still asleep in their queen-size bed. His snoring echoes in her ears. She chuckles at the thought of him sneaking into bed last night, trying so hard not to wake her, then tripping over the dog. All hell broke loose. He had been so embarrassed. She reaches the end of the block and turns right over the bridge. The sun feels good on her face.
Notes
This poem contains concrete details of someone jogging in a dilapidated neighborhood. It opens with the possibility that something may happen to the jogger. She is alert to possible danger. Her thoughts take her back to the humorous moment when her husband came to bed.
Joggers think about many things when they run. This short poem briefly explores a jogger's thoughts.
Breakfast At The Local Diner
On Tuesday of last week God and I had breakfast together. He ordered a ham and cheese omelet with home fries and a large glass of freshly squeezed orange juice. I settled for three buttermilk pancakes with maple syrup. We talked about the future of the world and whether or not He should destroy the universe He had created. I laughed at His jokes and assured Him that the human race would someday outgrow its childish behavior and come to understand the true meaning of His love. He did not share my confidence and expressed concerns between sips of black coffee about man's inhumanity to man. Our waitress asked for His autograph, thinking He was a movie star or a famous athlete. He gave it to her on a stone tablet, and let me keep the hammer and chisel. I asked Him how I would die, and He smiled and told me not to worry—that he had my backside covered. We said our goodbyes after tipping the waitress a hundred dollars and paying the bill. God took me in his long arms and said: "Keep the faith, My son. Your happiness is in My hands. I love you." We parted ways and promised each other that we would get together again before the end of the month. I stood watching Him fade into the distance and then sat down on the sidewalk to begin my day job—begging for nickels and dimes and a kind word.
Notes
Years ago, my wife suggested that I write about my loss of faith. I grew up attending church on Sunday morning, Sunday evening, and Wednesday evening. Before I was a teenager, I memorized 300 Bible verses and was given the opportunity to attend Bible camp for one week every summer. When I was a sophomore in high school, I committed to becoming a minister. While other boys my age were reading Playboy magazine, I was reading books on religion. By the time I was a senior, I had lost my faith.
Over the years, I have written hundreds of poems about God and faith. This is one of the first ones I wrote and is one of my favorites. I am fond of the surprise ending.
These three story-poems are set in the morning and are filled with concrete details. The details help the reader to visualize the story.